Well I started this here blog back in what, like 2008 or something. basically to try and piss some people off and to make jokes and stuff. Then it started going more towards me getting on my soapbox about self hating asian bitches and stuff, which to tell you the truth, I have deleted most of those posting histories. I felt I was getting too arrogant and serious, which is gay. And I really hate being gay.
I decided I was going to end this blog and start a new one around 2010 but the new one felt forced and gay so I just walked away from it all for awhile. My time with being involved in the online community was very well at an end, sad to say in some ways but it's better to be more active in the real world don't you think?
Well I don't know, about this time last year I came back to this blog and found I still had a heart for this place and so I started blogging again a little more on here, and focused more on writing dark fiction, which I gotta be honest with myself here, I can't flesh out a full story and try to write in dialogue and characters and crap so as you can tell most of my stuff is stream of consciousness crap which is ok I guess but it's never gonna sell novels and I'm not gonna be quitting my day job anytime soon.
So now is the time to think about the future of this site and to look deep within my heart and think about what I want to do with this site because basically right now I have no more feuds to carry and I can't be involved with imdb like before because I don't have the time anymore, and I have to put aside childish emotions and start being an adult, which is why I want to turn this blog into a sewing and cross stitching forum. I'm going to change the name from "Informationskontrolle" which was my juvenile attempt to give this site a mysterious nazi vibe and I'm going to change it to "The Art and Craft of Cross Stitching for Juveniles, Young Adults, and Senior Citizens."
Look for my 1st blog topic on it coming soon.
