Anyways...

I'm tired of dealing with ignorance and self hate. I don't wanna talk about that anymore, because it should go without saying by now and I'm tired and I don't know where I am anymore. I just want to put away the gun, you know? I want to put it away and just take out a big ol paintbrush and paint the world with rainbows and flowers of contentment and peace and understanding, to share with people like you... people who care. People who love and laugh and build rainbows of happy thoughts, and of caring, and of love for their fellow man.

I'm going to share with you my vision of my hopes and dreams for the people of this world. In my vision, there is no hatred, and we are all at peace together in brotherly love. There is no fighting, no racism, no struggle over the possession of worldly things. In my vision there is a harmony between man and his environment, where no animals are harmed, and we each endeavor to strengthen our brothers in the attainment of knowledge and inner peace.

In my vision we would seek to create beauty and forgo all selfish pursuits, and it would be a world where children could go outside again without fear of kidnappers and molestors. Women could stroll about without the intrusion of perverts and rapists.

Won't you help to create this world with me? What would it take for you to stand with me right now and go outside and breathe in the fresh air and say to yourself, "Today, I'm not going to be a douchebag. I'm not going to be an asiaphile, or a self hater, or a molestor, or an ass-rapist, and by golly I'm going to turn off the damn TV set and go out to the park and enjoy the weather instead of being brainwashed like I usually do, and maybe I might even plant a garden if I feel like it, and if not, well that's ok too."

Maybe you might find an inner strength that you never knew you had, if you would only give it a try. I know I did.

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